It's just a glimpse look.

WAG NA WAG akong tititigan na tuald ng ginagawa mo. 

WALA KA KARAPTAN. SUBUKUAN MO LANG ULITIN.

Message niya (Older Sibling #1) sa akin kagabi.

Napatingin lang ako kung sino yung dadaan. Yung pagtingin ko, eh saglit lang.

As in it's just a glimpse look. As in sulyap tingin lang. Tapost, magmemessage sa akin ng ganyan.

Eh samantalang ilang beses siyang tumitingin ng masama sa akin. Kahit na wala akong ginagawang mali o masama.

The food, my family, and me.

I'm hungry at this time. And in recent years, I haven’t been able to eat well, it’s because of my family, especially my “sister-in-law” and my "father".

I don’t know from my dad if he can distinguish big from small and vice versa. I also don’t know if he knows how to distinguish much from little and vice versa.

There was a time they “stingy” to me.

Those are just a few of the reasons why I eat out, spill food, and eat secretly.

Washing some dinnerware on the evening of November 6, 2021, Saturday.

Last week, October 31, 2021, Saturday, my mother & my older store visit on the franchised store in the WalterMart branch in Sta. Maria, Bulacan. They came home late, it's between, 5 PM and 7 PM. They took home food from Tokyo Tokyo. Tokyo Tokyo is a Japanese-inspired fast food chain here in the Philippines. I just thought to myself, "Hey, thank you. I'm not going to wash dinnerware." After I took a bath, my “sister-in-law” was the one who washed the dinnerware. Similar tonight. But, dinner was sandwiches from Subway. And I was the one who washed the things used for dinner. I thought to myself, "This mother of mine, there's only so much to wash, I'm the one going to wash the things we had for dinner."

I miss hanging out in the malls

Yes, you read it right. I miss hanging out in the malls.

Since the community quarantine implemented here in the Philippines, I have only visited two (2) shopping malls. The Waltermart branch in Sta. Maria, Bulacan, and SM Sucat in Parañaque City.

Mental health in the Philippines

I don't remember the year the Mental Health Act was signed into law here in the Philippines.

There are organizations, establishments, and institutions, that offer paid services on mental health. While others offer free services. I read some articles there are groups offer free services but with payment.

Last year, one popular coffee shop offer(ed) a webinar on mental health as a frontliner.

Since the community quarantine started last year of March 2020 here in the Philippines, I personally do not know what to do.

And since last year, I have browsing online on private organizations, establishments, and institutions, that offer free mental health, but without payment. Why? I have a job, but, my job is not stable, where I work. An employee texted me that they would call me. Due to the COVID-19 pandemic.

Another reason is that I am looking an organization,  establishment, or institution offering free services with no payment, because I can't because I can't afford to pay much.

I have a reason why I don't tell my family, because, I feel that they will use my mental health status against me.

Craving for fried chicken of these food chains.

One of tonight's dinner is fried. While I'm eating a piece of friend chicken, all of a sudden I was craving the fried chicken of Jollibee, McDonald's, KFC, at Kenny Rogers Philippines.

Even the McDonald's chicken fillet.

I admit that I haven't tried the fried chicken of Wendy's and Burger King.

Hoia Forest in Romania

I first learned about Hoia Forest in Romania, from a video of the YouTube channel Nuke's Top 5, with the title SCARY Ghost Videos To CAUSE Bug Eyes O_O SCARY Ghost Videos To CAUSE Bug Eyes O_O

Many articles feature the aforementioned forest in Romania. I will share some articles.

The most haunted forest in the world and how to get there

World’s most haunted forests

11 haunted forests around the world that will give you the chills

5 haunted, strange places in Europe you should visit at your own risk

13 true stories from the most haunted forests in the world

10 haunted forests around the world that will give you the chills

The 10 Most Haunted Places in Romania, Home of Dracula

These two items from McDonald's Philippines.

Before the lockdown started here in the Philippines, one of my favorites from McDonald's Philippines's is their sandwich Sausage McMuffin with Egg, and their hash brown.

I don't remember the last time I ate the aforementioned items from the aforementonined fast food chain. But today, ngayon ulit ako nakakain nun ng nasabing fast food chain.

One year and six months. 1 year and 6 months.

Stressed today.

Sa totoo lang, nakakastress itong araw na ito.

Bakit? Nagsimula sa pagkuha ko ng isang slice ng cheese flavored pizza. Tapos, magsasalita yung tatay ko sa pag-kuha ko ng pizza.

Tapos, magko-comment yung tatay kosa tiyuhin ko na, kung nagbilin sa "kung ano yung gagawin ko" sa vacant lot.

Tapos, ngayong hapon, naglakad-lakad yung salbaheng sister-in-law ko, alam ko na titingin sa akin, so tumingin din ako.

Pagtingin sa akin, akala mo naman na may nagawa ako ngayong araw na ito na malaki/mabigat.

Pagbalik, hindi na tumingin ulit sa akin.

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English translation:

Honestly, it was stressful today.

Why? It started with me getting a slice of cheese flavored pizza. Then, my father will speak when I get pizza.

Then, my father would comment on my uncle, if he told me "what to do" in the vacant lot.

Then, this afternoon, my naughty sister-in-law went for a walk, I knew she would look at me, so I looked too.

Looking at me, you think I've done something big/heavy today.

When she turned around, she didn't look at me again.

PWD ID and 20% discount

I posted a blog about PWD ID in this blog of mine. Kindly check it out.

When my family & I in the SM City Sucat branch of Jollibee in Parañaque City, we took home burger meals. Mine is Bacon Cheesy Burger with Coke and fries. The price of it in regular/small-sized cup of coke and small/regular-sized pack of fries is at least 120 pesos.

So, technically, my parents also experience the 20% percent of my PWD ID. I didn't experience the the aforementioned percent discount of my own.

Here in the Philippines, Filipinos who are senior citizens and PWDs have senior citizens and PWD cards. And PWD means persons with disability.

For more information, please use Google.

Minute Burger, Burger Machine, and Angel's Burger.

I miss eating a burger of Burger Machine. And I don't remember the last time I ate a burger of Burger Machine. I remmeber eating Bulilit Burger of Burger Machine way back around late 1990s, when I was still in high school.

I remember that one of the people we know gave us a plastic bag of hamburgers, but I don't remember the name of the brand, but it is not Angel's Burger. I din't like the burger, but the burger is not from Angel's Burger.

As speaking of Burger Machine and Angel's Burger, I don't remember eating their burgers.

Philippine National ID, and PWD (person with disabilty) ID.

Last Wednesday night of July 30, I asked my father to accompany me to the baranggay hall of Bagbaguin. The next day July 1, Thursday, my father and I went to the aforementioned hall, but the the doctor is not there. Our purpose is that to certify the letter of my stuttering disability.

One of the employees there said that the doctor is not available that day on the baranggay hall, because of his schedule in vaccination program here in Valenzuela City. The same employee said that the aforementioned doctor may be available tomorrow (Friday) or Monday.

Last Friday, July 2, my father called the landline number of the baranggay hall. And told me that the doctor is not available that day.

Last Monday afternoon of July 5, my father & I went back to the baranggay hall to certify my letter of my stuttering disability. The doctor is available, and he certified it.

After that, the two (2) of us went to our house, and after awhile, went to the Sta. Maria, Bulacan branch of WalterMart, with my mother. The purpose of it, is to apply for the Philippine National ID. it is located in the Cinemas/Cyberzone area of the aforementioned mall. If my memory serves, the Philippine National ID will be delivered to our house by three (3) months. So we may receive it by October.

The next day, the afternoon of July 6, may father & I went to the City Hall of Valenzuela City, to get my PWD ID. My father talked to one of the female staff assigned to the PWD section, and fill up some information about my stuttering disability. After awhile, the aforementioned female staff and I asked me some questions about my stuttering disability, if I have hypertension(?), etc. I fill up some information, and write my signature. And I gave one piece of 2x2 picture. She told me to wait. the other female staff, next to the first one to write my signature to the PWD ID, she put the PWD ID in a transparent plastic case, and gave my two booklets. One for medicines, and one for grocery/groceries. The PWD ID is valid for 5 (five) years, renewable. The initial release of the aforementioned ID is free of charge, but it has a fee if the ID is lost or stolen. I don’t if there will be a fee for renewing the ID. And I just don’t know the amount for the renewable fee.

And the next day, Wednesday afternoon of July 7, my mother put some pieces of double-masking tape to the 1x1 picture and 2x2 picture,  to the medicine purchase booklet, and purchase booklet, respectively.

And at least, I have an advantage against to the people who bully me when I speak.

* PWD mean persons with disability.

When I was sleeping with these two apps and fitness trackers.

The first two (2) app is taken from the Infinix Life 2.0 app. While the next three (3) are from the Huawei Health app.

To be honest, paghiga ko kagabi, ay hindi agad ako nakatulog. Nakatulog naman ako. Tapos, nagising ako. Nakatulog, nagising, in-off ang aircon, pumunta ng banyo para umihi, uminom ng tubig sa gripo, bumalik ng kuwarto, in-on ang air-con, humiga sa kama, nakatulog na lang ako ng around 5 AM, at nagising ako ng quarter to 9 AM.

Ni wala akong napanaginipan.

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English Translation:

The first two (2) app is taken from the Infinix Life 2.0 app. While the next three (3) are from the Huawei Health app.

To be honest, when I went to bed last night, I didn't fall asleep right away. I fell asleep. Then, I woke up. Fell asleep, woke up, turned off the aircon, went to the bathroom to pee, drank tap water, went back to the room, turned on the air-con, went to bed, I just fell asleep around 5 AM, and I woke up of the quarter to 9 AM.

I didn’t even had dreams.

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I am on Ko-fi.

And I am on Buy me a Coffee.

Huawei Band 4 Pro

It is my first time to have a gadget from Huawei.

So far, so good. My first negative experience, so far, is the firmware update via the Huawei Health app. Nahirap lang ako doon, The user must connect the Huawei Health app to the band, via the Bluetooth connection/connectivity. Wala pang 5 times/tries ako nag-update ng firmware.

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English translation:

This is my first time to have a gadget from Huawei.

So far, very good. My first negative experience, so far, has been the firmware update via the Huawei Health app. I just struggled there, The user must connect the Huawei Health app to the band, via Bluetooth connection / connectivity. Less than 5 times / I try to update the firmware.

The band uses a micro USB.

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I am on Ko-Fi.

And on Buy Me a Coffee.

What a "sweaty" day.

Last Friday, May 14; Saturday, May 15, and Monday, May 17, are hot days. And the same time, sweaty days for me.

Although hindi ako masyadong gumagalaw, napo-produce ako ng pawis. "Nangangamoy" din ako.

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I am on "Ko-fi".

And I am on "Buy Me a Coffee".

The trailer of one of Stephen King's novels.

I haven't read the book, Lisey's Story, by Stephen King, but the trailer is already released on YouTube by Apple TV+. The miniseries will released on June 4.

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I am on "Ko-fi".

And I am on "Buy Me a Coffee".

Something about giving help.

Yung tipong gusto mong makatulong, pero, hindi mo alam kung paano.

Regarding belly fat.

I admit that I am thin when I was still young. Pero naggain ako ng weight simula noong pinaimon ako ng gamot at syrup noong nasa early stage ako ng aking adolescence, at iba pang dahilan.

Hindi ko malaman kung anong klaseng exercise at workout ang gagawin ko. Plus yung mga kasama ko na "mahilig na mag-comment" sa aking weight dito sa bahay, at ibang tao.

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I am on "Ko-fi".

And I am on "Buy Me a Coffee".

Some US food.

On the second video, I am only familiar with (corndog/corn dog).

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I am on "Ko-fi".

And I am on "Buy Me a Coffee".

Sneezed while wearing face mask and face shield.

Last February 7, Sunday, I was in SM City Sucat in Parañaque City. For the first time when I was going outside wearing wearing face mask and face shield since in the middle of 2020, I sneezed while wearing face mask and face shield. I don't know.

But last week, February 14, and today, February 21, I didn't sneezed.

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I am on "Ko-fi".

And I am on "Buy Me a Coffee".